The secretary of the army has
asked me to express his deep regret that your husband, Enlisted Five Jeremy W.
Jones died in Vietnam on 15 February 1968, from wound received while on combat
operation when hit by hostile small arms fire.
Please accept my
deepest sympathy, this confirms personal notification made by a representative
of the secretary of the army.
I was three when
that telegram came. I carry it in my breast pocket, close to my heart. With it
I feel closer to a father I never knew. In me war skipped a generation.
Last month, 18
May 2011 0900 local time I received a visit from two Marines in dress blues.
Different words, same message. With professional empathy and candor they
informed me Terrence M Jones, enlisted three, died in Afghanistan on 11 May
2011 from wounds received on combat operations from hostile artillery.
I blamed the
soldiers no more than the doctors twenty years prior. In the pocket with the
telegram is the MRI image showing my wife’s cancer. Found too late. A year later
I was a single father.
I do not know
why I chose Turkey or that particular hotel. It was old and out of the way. It
seemed like a quiet place where I would not be interrupted. Human interruption
was not a concern but the past, as they say, has a way of catching up.
I traveled with
one small handbag. At a local hardware store I added a shopping bag with a
single item. Settling in was easy. Opening the suitcase on the foot of the bed
I dry swallowed a Vicodin. I do not know why I turned on the TV.
Waiting for the
pill to kick in I made preparations. I tied a knot I learned in boyscouts in
the rope obtained on my trip to the store. Standing atop an antique chest my
nose filled with the scent of archaic oil. Antique chest?
I climbed down
and opened the relic. Inside were artifacts of the Ottoman Empire. Most
important were a black and white photograph and a letter. The photo showed a
dapper young man in uniform smiling at an older gentleman. The letter contained
different words in another language but the same message. It informed Mr.
Humayun his son had died from wounds received in combat with Russian troops
during the First World War.
Through tears I
saw faded scuff marks on the rafter I intended to use as a gallows. Victims of
war are plentiful and only the combatants lack choice in their stories’ endings.
I heard the president announcing our withdrawal from the hellhole that cost me
my son on the television. I made a vow to be different than Mr. Humayun. I would
not disgrace my son’s sacrifice.
I could make my loss mean something. I was on a plane home the next day. I arrived and immediately started contacting families. Together we unknown, distant casualties of war will ensure our relatives are not forgotten. In honor of my lost family I am calling my charity, Their Parade.
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